went to church just now after skipping last week's mass.
i've been a bad girl last week.
i don't even have mood to do anything including studying.
i screwed up my ophthal test & my surgery block test.
i got sent out of prov mv's class for not knowing my basics.
i kena tegur repeatedly by dr aung coz tak dapat answer his Qs.
i skipped morning sessions 2 days in a row.
i even skipped moral class for no reason.
just because i feel so lazy and tired.
aih.
n so i went to church for sunset mass today.
with hope that i'd feel much better after that.
sat behind a small family of 5.
during exchange of sign of peace, they hugged and gave each other a peck on the cheek.
and tears rolled down my cheek.
i don't know why :')
maybe i was just feeling homesick.
and partly because i feel bad for letting my parents down..
for letting myself down..for not being nerd enough in school.
and partly because i really want to build that kind of family in the future.
going to church together, hugging each other masa exchanging sign of peace..
you know, doing stuff like that.
aih. why my posts lately so emo eh?
bahaha.
im okay already now by the way :)
not as emo as last week, at least :P
will update on adoe's bday next :D
see la bila rajin i'll post la har ;p
July 12, 2010 at 7:26 PM
hugs!