MY POO : Stay if you like the smell ;p

oh who am i kidding this time.

it's a big hard slap in the face. really.

and it's gonna leave a mark for a long time i guess.

it's different from the previous 2 experiences.

well i pretend to be strong around others

but am actually not.

i crack jokes, put a smile on my face pretending everything is okay,

sending out positive vibes to other people

leaving only the negative ones for myself.

only God knows how i really feel inside.

only God. yes He's the only one who understands.

Dear God, please help me to get through this.

it's going to be hard, but i know You are always there for me so i guess i have nothing to worry about.

continue to shower me with Your blessings and guide me to the path You've chosen for me.

i may not understand why didn't You catch me this time, but someday i will for sure :)

i fell face down on the ground today.

and it hurts. 

real bad.

but for now, just let me lie down here for a little while longer

and wait for the pain to fade away.

:'(
and when i finally get my strength to get back up,
im pretty sure i'll stand up stronger than ever.

im a okay.
oh who am i kidding right now.