My whole life, i always believe that everything happens for a reason.
but what has happened in my life particularly this year is just too ridiculously perfect.
Joe, my childhood friend, who's now my superbf, he was my primary school crush. lol
we never contacted each other ever since we left primary school, even when we attended the same Matriculation college last time, we never talked to each other back then.
it all started with a fb msg followed by a very long phonecall shortly after, followed by series of emails, late last year, that leads us to where we are right now :)
it's amazing how God never wanted us to meet before because he was a player back then & i bet if i were to get emotionally involved with him at that time, i would just get my heart broken.
im just sooo lucky & grateful to fnally meet him again now, when he's already done playing around, currently working hard to maintain this relationship & plan to settle down when the right time comes :)
i really dont know what the future holds for us, but im keeping my hopes alive, hoping that all of our dreams & plans will eventually come true.
coz if it's meant to be, it will be. but if it's not, i'll just accept it as part of life :')
our relationship have just hit one year old last week on Nov 11th.
(Us-on our very first date, Feb 14th dis year at Malacca yo :D)
cant believe it's been a year already :')
(Us-on our very first date, Feb 14th dis year at Malacca yo :D)
cant believe it's been a year already :')
Happy 1st anniversary baby! :D
no celebrations whatsoever (cz we r still in a LDR. duhh), we just wished each other via email & i sang a cover of Sunday Morning for him on fb. lol
(i knw it's a rather pervy song, but i really dun wanna sing a supermushy megacheesy song for our special day)
he's supposed to get off board at d end of October but he decided to extend his service till February next year to collect his seatime to prepare for his combine course in d future.
Joe is currently at Bintulu port & today is supposed to be our favourite day of the week - our Gayut Day :P
but the day just got better when he called me, telling me that his name is up in the sign off list & he's leaving the ship tomorrow morning! :D
how freaking awesome is thissss!! :DDD
but there are good & bad side of this tho:-
bad thing is
1. i dun get the chance to go onboard puteri firus satu anymore :(( and probably will never have a chance to go onboard any ship cz he already planned to stop sailing after dis (if im not mistaken.LOL wat a goldfish memory i have wth).
im supposed to go to Bintulu again nex month to spend time with him onboard for a while but now my dream of going for a ship visit at my bf's workplace is officially crushed. wuwu
2. he didnt get to collect extra seatime like how he originally planned
BUT the good thing is
1. he got to do all the course he wanted in Miri earlier than expected
2. annndddd most importantly
now that he's back, we can call/msg each other as often as we want sampai coma wheeehooo :D
this is particularly important to me, as i'll be having major exam nex year & i really need him to be there for me as part of my support system.
and plus, i bet i'll be having a really stressful week starting nexweek bcoz of my end of posting exam & Veet's finale will be on d same week, it's really good to have him around & help me cope with the stress.
u guys, and not even him, will never understand how important dis is to me & how happy i am right now to finally get to contact him daily from now on. we might not be physically near to each other but my day will be complete by just hearing his voice :)
God's timing is just too perfect, dont u think so?
:)
p/s: will tell u more bout why i always stress on His timing nextime, end of year maybe. to sum up every little thing that had happened in this wonderful year, every plan that failed & the reason behind it. soon lah. not now. very bz bz bee now haha
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