feels like punching someone in the face right now.
siapa nak volunteer?
ARGH I'M FUCKING PISSED!! (>.<)
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH GUYS NOWADAYS?!
WHY CAN'T THEY EVEN WATCH THEIR FUCKING MOUTH??
being silent about almost everything is not easy.
i tend not to fight back. i choose not to fight back.
well at least i always try my very best to hold back my anger.
and that's good (i guess) so that i won't hurt anybody (i hope).
i'll keep my mouth shut, and walk away when i feel like i'm about to burst.
but this is killing me. it's eating me from the inside.
do you guys even have a clue of how hard it is to deal with this by myself?
i can't even show this side of me to ppl around me.
in fact, everytime i'm angry, i'll try my best not to see anyone at all.
i have nothing else but these fucking 4 walls and a dead blog to talk to whenever i'm mad.
and yet you guys are still doing this to me.
all of you.
from the past. and the present.
best sangat ke buat org sakit hati macam ni?? best?
well tqvm..not!
October 25, 2010 at 10:24 PM
hey.. u can always show your anger in front of me.. no, u r most welcome to do it! hang in there.. hugs! lubb u laling!
ps: i know how hard it is to keep it bottled up inside.